Sesethu Zikhona Shared Her Life Story On Whatsapp:
Hi, To Everybody Insulting me thinking They Know me. This Is My Story.
I'm Sesethu Zikhona. A Young Black South African Girl Who Fell In love at a Young Age Of 14. And Due to Peer-pressure And being Scared Of Losing My First True Love to anyone.
I was pushed to do One Horrible thing that I Would never suggest any other Women to Agree doing to please a Boyfriend.
I Was Crazy inlove With An Evil person I Thought God Sent To Me As an Angel To bring Joy In my Life. I Dont Know what triggered him to Do Such a Horrible thing to the One person who would do anything in the World to please him and keep him.
I Took A Pornographic Video When he asked me to. Lord Knows How I loved him, As A Young Lover I Thought this was Part Of this Strange thing People Called Love. I Was Scared when I Took it, I didn't think of the consequences of What I Was Doing. I never Thought I Would Suffer Like This in the End. I Thought the results of my wrong decision of agreeing would Result to a Long Lasting relationship filled with Happiness, Turned Out That I was Horribly wrong.
As a result of My mistake, This One Horrifying Day Came It was an Ordinary day Like any other day. But Just Like Death in a family, You never know when it comes. It Surprises you with a miserable experience That destroys you! And This time Death Came To my life in a different path. This Time Death Took my Reputation and left me alive to suffer Hell on earth. I Got Crushed by The Only person i never wanted to Lose in my life. The One Person That I would do anything for To make Happy!!!
The Spreading of the Video Started, Young and defenseless as I was I didnt know What To do. I Wish There was A button I Could press to Erase The data On every Computer and Smartphones On Earth for this situation!!! and There I was... Just a Young Girl at the Age Of 14 Standing On One Spot not moving. Not Knowing where to Go to Ashamed to Go Home, Scared Of How my my Family would React to such terrible News. Not Knowing who to Turn and talk to because everyone close to me Heard about the news and Afraid that they wouldn't want anything to Do with me for I would Ruin their reputations too. A Young 14 Year Old Girl Lost And Alone Oh God I Wouldn't Wish Such a Horrible thing On Anyone Breathing!!!
Wondering how My friends are going to react. How My neighbour's are Going to Look at me. I'm Still far from Completing My matric!!! How Am I Going To Cope With So many Year's Of School time ahead of me, How are the teachers and Students going to Look at me. Everyone who don't even know me have made conclusions on the Type of Person I am not even Knowing me. My Cellphone numbers spreading all Over. I received Horrible Massages. People calling me To Insult me. Oh God Has Anyone stopped to think Of How Old I am?? How Young I am To Be attacked Like This. I made a Terrible mistake!!! This Wrong decision is So embarrassing That Everyone Would keep it a secret if they Went through it. Unfortunately Mine Was being Spread to the whole World To witness
Some people Hate me so such that They Reported my Faceboook account before I could Try explaining to the world What Happened. I deleted my whatsapp account due to Horrible Messages I recieved From so many people i didn't Know. Grown man Sending me messages to me Ask me How much money I would accept To sleep with them This Got me so Scared to Go Outside! I'm Afraid that These Old man will Snatch me and Sexually abuse me because of the misjudgment they Made about me because of this Video. I Opend a new Facebook Account Today Ready To share my story. To Find out that there were 30 more Accounts with My names created. Some created to spread Falls Horrible Lies I Saw Fan Pages created with More than 20 000 Likes about me. Oh Lord How can i beat this Situation and Rectify it? Am i Fighting a Losing Battle? Should I sit Back and watch the Media Knock me down to the Ground like this???
I'm So lost, Ashamed and Confused. God doesn't Speak back When we Pray but this Is So Bad that i wish He could with me. I Apologise To South Africa and any Other country affected by the Horrible Thing i have Done. Also Stretching my greatest Apologies To every Women Dead and Alive For Being such a disgraceful of A Female at such a young Age. I Assure you! That is not the type of person I am, Everyone who knows me would back me Up I Feel very awful for everyone close to me Going through this rough patch with me and I am Really greatful that their Supporting me Through this Horrible experience too. I Pray God Forgives me, For i didn't know what i was Doing Mostly I Pray God forgives Everyone kicking me while I'm on the floor and gives them the Knowledge and wisdome to pick me up and assisting me to Go Through this horrifying stage of my life.
I Wish Everyone could stop telling me about what I could've Done And Start Telling Me about what I should do To Move on. I Would never wish this painfall Experience On anyone. If You went through This Announcement and Understood it and you care to Change my situation Please share this Announcement To everyone And give them My Side Of the story. Please Help me fight this Challenging Battle For i am Too young And Weak to Fight it alone
Yours Sincerely Sesethu Zikhona
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